Boy like me

Follow the order
Crossing the border
I am here to destroy
Ready to to kill
Commands fullfill
A leaders toy
.
I´m marching to win
Not aware of the sin
Believing I’m doing it right
Loading my gun
Preparing to run
Right into the fight
.
Now I can see
That my enemy
Is just a boy like me
.
Believed in the lie
Ready to die
Obeyed the leaders desire
Crying in shame
A horrible game
Ending lives with fire
.
I´m turning around
The truth I have found
Saving my bullets for you
You are the monster
You are the hate
Know what I have to do
.
Now I can see
That my enemy
Is just a boy like me
.
Not anymore
Refuse the war
.
Now I can see
That my enemy
Is just a boy like me
.(Girgensohn 2022)
.
Burning Bridges
This is the point of no return
There is no way back
It’s time to let the fire burn
I’m ready to attack
The devil’s sitting on my shoulder
Celebrate my final choice
When flames in hell are turning colder
Light a match and raise my voice
Bridges are burning in the night
The curtain falls out goes the light
Leave the one I used to be
I walk away and slam the door
The monster roars inside of me
Can’t be handeled anymore
Release the truth and curse the lies
The angels run away in fear
The demons never compromise
Whispers only I can hear
Riding on the edge of darkness
Guided by eternal flames
Run away from guilt and Madness
Execute, I end the games
.(Girgensohn 20222)
Frau Blucher
The secret will of Frankenstein
The castle and the hidden sign
No in heaven dead is dead
Hard to trust what Igor said
Wherewolf therewolf walk this way
Wonder why you speak that way
No escape from destiny
No return there is for me
Watch your steps and follow me
Unlit candles help you see
Music from the bookcase heard
Secrets book and secret word
Love in Transylvania
A secret lullaby
Blucher makes the horses cry
Violines and lullaby
Music makes the creature weak
Igor and frau Blucher
THe violine is played still warm
Have to use the thunderstorm
Brain from mister Abby Norm
Body from the grave transform
HIdious and beautiful
Wake him up is doable
Light and thunder do you hear
Make the shadows dissapear
In the their blood they’re all the same
Riot is an ugly game
It’s alive I set you free
That is how its ment to be
Love….
Sedative and sergary
Brain And electricity
When the creatures brought to life
Dressed up in a lambs desguise
Turn the switch and change the pools
Plus to minus with the tools
In the scent from the cigar
Bluchers knowledge isnt far
SLip the brain to slot in door
Delbrucks all over the floor
Into death and life itself
Put the candles on the shelf
Love in Transylvania
(Girgensohn, Söderström 2021)
:
Endless Night
It all began
With a loaded gun
Protection from the anger and the fear
If you hurting me
I make sure you see
Everything you loved will dissapear
In the endless night
Nothing can stop the fight
In the endless nigt
There is no morning light
Eye for an eye
Rules I will deny
This is a just personal revenge
In selfdefence
Blame the violance
A life for a life as an exchande
In the endless night
In der endlose Nacht
Sex sieben und acht
In der endlose nacht
Was haben sie gemacht
In the endeless night
(Girgensohn 2021)
.
Ctrl+Alt+Del
When there’s no arrows left
When I can’t wake up
When I can’t sleep
When I can’t find my home
When I need a break
When there’s no pause
When all numbers are locked
When the page is down
When there is no returs
I’m
Out of control
Ctrl alt del
When the enter’s a fake
When no inerts are found
When the power is lost
When there is no escape
When alternative’s gone
When the screen’s turning blue
When there’s system request
When I’m out of space
When I’m close to the end
I’m
Out of control
Ctrl alt del
(Girgensohn 2021)
Seven minutes of fear
Flying through the darkness In the loneliness I reach the speed of light
wonderful And weightless Like a hurricane I’m traveling through the night
I past the point of no return
In the atmosphere I fear to burn
Silence is surrounding me I float away I’m Blinded by the stars
My course is straight Unstpable Invincible My sight is set on Mars
I past the point of no return
In the atmosphere I fear to burn
Past the point of no return I’m visible The angle is the clu
Sky is turning darker in the crimson dawn I left the planet blue
Everyones attention when I navigate and falling throuh the sky
Monitors observing me and wishing this won’t be my last goodbye
(Girgensohn 2021)
Beauty Queen
Surrender!
From the mirror your face looks back
Ugly, wrinkeld and pale
Layers of makeup will do no good
I’ve got beauty for sale
You Need a lift and some fillers too
remove the fat from your thighs
Make your stomach extremly flat
I offer glorious eyes
Under the knife
You’ll be a beauty queen
Under the knife
I scuplture your body to pefection
I can give you a smaller nose
Create a new gordious look
Shrink your body to model size
I´ve got you on the hook
Bigger lips and firmer breasts
You can choose any size
I can give anything you want
It’s just a matter of prize
I can give you eternal youth
The pain you will overcome
At your service The more you pay
more beautiful you’ll become
Surrender!
(Söderström, Girgensohn 2021)
FLUCH
Körper gegen Körper
Haut gegen Haut
dicht zusammen
teilen alles
meine Fehler
sind auch deine
dein Untergang
ist auch meiner
wenn wir zusammen
untergehen
wenn du hinfällst
ziehst du mich mit
ein Fluch
du wirst ich sein
ich werde du
wir sind ein Sinn
ein Teil vom Ganzen
deine Schmerzen
sind auch meine
deine Zeit
sind meine Sekunden
ein Fluch
wir stehen vereint
du und ich
gegen die Welt
kämpfen zusammen
wenn wir fliegen
wachsen wir
wenn du ertrinkst
versinke ich
wenn du fragst
antworte ich
wenn du suchst
finde ich
wenn du fliehst,
folge ich
wenn du tot bist,
sterbe ich
ein Fluch
(Girgensohn, Söderström 2021)
Devil’s in love
The angels on vacation
Left the wings to burn
He’s called the prince of darkness
With no plan to return.
The only question asked
Is what you really desire
No one longer watch the flames
Of the eternal fire
He’s bleeding, Succeeding, believing all was meant to be
He’s in love, Devil is in love
The Devil is in love
The mother of the angels
Still has got no name
The brothers don’t agree
if they are jut tiles in the game
The gates of hell are open
Still no one escapes
Trapped in the illusion
Of self-created shades
He’s bleeding, succeeding, believing all was meant to be
He’s in love, Devil is in love
The Devil is in love
The demon leaves the bar
searching for lives
Teach the little girl
To do tricks with her knives
The agent sets a trap
To send him back to Hell
The Devils face is gone
He thinks it is a spell
He’s in love, Devil is in love
The Devil is in love
(Girgensohn 2021)
.
Glory to the Brave
Towards an honoarble death
to face the evil breath
the fear of enemy
in every eye to see
for the command they wait
to meet the final fate
The arrow’s on the string
a certain death will bring
The field will turn to red
the blood and wasted dead
The glimmer of the steel
The battlefield reveal
the anger mixed with fear
before the death appear
The order to attack
And there is no way back
In the misty morning light
warriors prepare to fight
to defend the holy land
waiting for the kings command
(Girgensohn, Söderström 2021)
Revenge
Time to face the fact
Don’t let money rule
Now it’s time to act
wake up don’t be a fool
Sucking out her life
Use much more than we need
Throw away the knife
and leaving her to bleed
Watch her crying
Watch her dying
But we don’t care to change
denying
This is a mothers revenge
Revenge
We don’t sacrifice
Don’t risk our paradise
Chose tolive our lifes
Chose to close our eyes
Soon it is to late
heat will rise again
Sky turns into darkness
and never ending rain
Watch her crying
Watch her dying
qBut we don’t care to change
denying
This is a mothers revenge
Revenge
(Girgensohn 2021)
.
Out of control
When there’s no arrows left
When I can’t wake up
When I can’t sleep
When I can’t find my home
When I need a break
When there’s no pause
When all numbers are locked
When the page is down
When there is no returs
I’m
Out of control
Ctrl alt del
When the enter’s a fake
When no inerts are found
When the power is lost
When there is no escape
When alternative’s gone
When the screen’s turning blue
When there’s system request
When I’m out of space
When I’m close to the end
I’m
Out of control
Ctrl alt del
(Girgensohn 2021)
.
999
The wierd sisters hand in hand
Posters of the sea and lan
Thrice to thine Thrice to mine
Thrice again make up nine
Where will we meet again
In thunder in lightning or in rain
Where will we meet again
Sleep shal neither night or day
Fillet of a fenny snake
In the cauldron boil and bake
Eye of a newt and toe of frog
Wool of a bat and tounge of dog
When the battle’s lost and won
That will be the set of sun
Where will we meet again
In thunder in lightning or in rain
Where will we meet again
Sleep shal neither night or day
(Shakespeare 1606)
.
No Luck
I search for glory I search for gold
Big chance to win so I was told
I need the money to pay my bills
All kinds of gambling I trust my skills
Try the casino I play the games
I spend the money that still remains
Desperately I play the games to win
Risk it all addicted to the sin
No luck today
For credit cards I thank the gods
To win on horses what are the odds
Life as effort a final bet
Could be the last that I regret
Desperat I play the gsmes to win
Risk it all addicted to the sin
Once again I let the devil in
No more bets just let the game begin
No luck today
Like Ikaros I fall
Desperate prepared to loose it all
This could be my chance or final fall
Once agsin I hear the devil call
Finally I crash into the wall
No luck today
(Girgensohn 2020)
When it’s gone
You came from the far far east
Spread all the world around
You were such a terrible beast
A beast without a sound
Everyone I knew just talked about you
You made us insane
No one dared to see you face, so
just wait with pain and hide in vane
But after some rain, the sun shines again
It`s something to lean on
And after the night, the day will be bright
When it’s gone
The source was from Earth at least
Invaded all mankind
You were just a small small beast
A beast without a mind
People in the world just talked about you
You ruled our lifes
All people want to see your face, so
don`t wait in vain, stand in lane
And after the rain, the sun shines again
It`s something to lean on
And after the night, the day will be bright
When it’s gone
And after the pain, there’s goodness is again
It`s something to count on.
And after the dark, just a walk in the park
When it’s gone
(Gummesson 2020)
Bridge of Death
This was not to be
out of control
They didn’t see
Fighters melted away
a nuclear attack
the ground was grey
the future black
The sky was glowing
beautiful as gold
ashes were snowing
no one controlled
No one survived
on the bridge of death
atomic had arrived
with a metallic breath
Everybody died
an atomic wasteland
just like cyanide
a dead mans hand
They didn’t stay
abandoned homes
a world wide may day
evil chromosomes
Whos to blame
building to cheap
they can’t reclaim
this nuclear sleep
No one survived
on the bridge of death
atomic had arrived
with a metallic breath
(Söderström 2020)
Death Cocktail
They’ll help you to die
a plastic bag
No warning flag
Receiving death by mail
angels death on a mission
can they make you fail
or raise some suspicion
Dying for a drink
Death cocktail
One last drink
Why sober
No hangover
Do you really wanna die
what will change your mind
angels can’t make you fly
the past is not kind
Will you fade away slow
or go away screaming
can you hear the black crow
or are you only dreaming
Dying for a drink
Death cocktail
One last drink
Death in a box
No detox
(Söderström 2020)
Kingdom of Stupids
Useless It’s not right
You better confess Or start a fight
Follow the rule You’re insane
Just like a fool It’s all in vain
Be cruel You’d better start run
You gave me the fuel
A hunt with a gun
And you’re welcome
To Kingdom of stupids
No brain at all Can’t feel no pain
Will be your fall
I get so mad Thinking of you
Thoughts are bad don’t have a clue
Be cruel You’d better start run
You gave me the fuel
A hunt with a gun
And you’re welcome
To Kingdom of stupids
Greedy people
Always wanting more
Greedy people
worse than before
Blood will run Blood will run
A killer attack It will be fun
All dressed in black
A milestone away
Start to behave
Or you will pay
And you’re welcome
To Kingdom of stupids
(Söderström 2020)
Return
When nights are blue
I think of you
And I can’t tell which visions are true
Beyond the scars
I see the stars
I keep the painful thoughts behind bars
I wonder where you are and I wonder what you do
When the memories fade I try to recall
I wonder if you’re fine if you reach the goals you earn
Or waiting for me to return
Deep in your eyes
Blue as ice
I see the pain you caused with the lies
I am the queen
Of a broken dream
The night delivers the sound of your scream
There are pieces in the puzzle you’ll never going to find
They are lost in the storm
Waiting to burn
Collecting all the tears will never free your mind
While waiting for me to return
(Girgensohn 2019)
Money back
Don’t need your sympathy
Don’t need to sacrifice
Don’t want your empathy
No stupid lies
Don’t miss the things we shared
Don’t miss your empty smile
Don’t like to be compared
Not for a while
You can keep the kisses it’s ok
Cause they are used and I don’t need them anyway
You can keep the memories of that day
Now it’s over and you have to pay
I want my money back
I need to move ahead
I need to go away
Remember what I said
You have to pay
I like to see the light
I like to take and give
A stranger in the night
I want to live
You can keep the kisses it’s ok
Cause they are used and I don’t need them anyway
You can keep the memories of that day
Now it’s over and you have to pay
I want my money back
(Söderström 2019)
Wild
Wild heart
Leaving true love
Was it a misstake
No longer a dove
What did you forsake
Who will you meet
What will you find
On your feet
What’s on your mind
My Wild heart
My Wild heart
Who will it be
The taste of lime
Falling on my knees
To the end of time
So wild
I’m tossing and turning
can’t sleep at night
My heart is burning
Don’t give me a fright
You gave me a scare
Oh my sweet child
A nightmare
Why are you so wild
My Wild heart
My Wild heart
Who will it be
The taste of lime
Falling on my knees
To the end of time
Why are you so wild
(Söderström 2019)
Deadly Nightshade
Karma is a bitch
I may be a witch
You have no class
You are just an ass
Try to get away
It is just a game you play
Want to be free from you
Know exactly what to do
Deadly Nightshade
Don’t you call me honey
Lie about the money
This was never love
I was not your dove
Took it all away
Now you have to pay
Want to be free from you
Know exactly what to do
.
The owls
The black cat in the corner slowly dissapears
The face in the shadows only appears when I look
I look away
Reflections in the ripples shows a different face
Whispers from the darkness tell about their ways
Echoes from the other side
I can hear them call
The cat on my shoulder is it a dream
The owls in the forest are not what they seem
Reflections from the mirror a stranger’s looking back
Search among the memories prepair for another attack
Another attack
Voices who are singing sounds of broken glass
The guardian of the gate tells me I can pass
People from the shadows in the corner of my eye
Dance with the clouds I’m floating away
Easy let go or fighting to stay
Singing in languages I never learned
Playing with fire my fingers are burned
Scenes from the past fire walk with me
Secret illousions only I can see
Scenes from a nightmare scenes from a dream
The owls in the forest are not what they seem
(Girgensohn 2019)
Goddes of fire
RAVENS ARE FLYING WATCHING THE WORLD
TELLING THE STORIES OF LIFE
WOMEN ARE WEAVING A NET OF THE DREAMS
THE HAMMER IS MAKING THE THUNDER
EYE FOR AN EYE A LIFE FOR A LIE
NO RULES AND NO LAWS TO OBEY
EMBRACED BY THE SNAKE WHO IS BITING ITS TAIL
AN EYE FOR THE WATER OF WISDOM
THE CORPS EATING EAGLE IS WHIPPING THE STORM
THE GIANTS AND GODS FIGHT FOR FREEDOM
AN HONORABLE DEATH AS A HERO IN FIGHT
INVITES TO GODS CASTLE OF LIGHT
THE HAND IN THE MOUTH OF THE DANGEROUS WOLF
A ROPE MADE OF BEARD FROM A WOMAN
SACRIFICED HUMANS AND BLOOD ON THE TREES
THE GODS ARE ENJOYING THE FEAST
MAGICAL RUNES ARE SEALED IN THE STONE
WAIT FOR THE END OF THE WORLD
(Girgensohn 2019)
.
Train
I’ve got my suitcase I’ve got my guitar
On a jouney near or far
Have no regrets I feel no fear
I don’t look back No more tears
Waiting for another train
Waiting
There are still so many places to go
No more promises I told you so
I feel no anger I feel no pain
Now I’m just standing waiting here alone in the rain
Waiting for another trai
Waiting
No hard feelings
I played the game myself to blame
And I’m still the same
Standing in the rain
Waiting for another train
(Girgensohn 2019)
.
Two of hearts
Fortune teller said, take a card
Didn´t really feel, all that hard
I did draw the one, from the top
Then it felt like time, came to stop
Thoughts i had was all, about you
And the card i drew, number 2
Had the color red, and a heart
Magic could be felt, from the start
Ref:
Hearts that beat like a drum
Hearts that beat just like one
2.
Fortune teller said, what a pair
You might find yourself, in despair
In my crystal ball i can see
All the crazy thing that could bee
So listen up he said, listen tight
Some winds are so cold, in the night
And the sun can be, all to bright
Gotta play your card, really right
Ref:
Hearts that beat like a drum
Hearts that beat just like one
(Mild 2019)
Cold
The words of love
I can hear
Just an icy breath in my ear
A humble touch
Like a sin
Feels like razorblades to my skin
I’m freezing
When you try to heat me up
I’m so cold
So cold
When you touch
When we kiss
Your eyes are so cold
When we dance
When we love
Your eyes are so Cold
There were flames
There was light
There was passion in the night
Burning love
Turned to ice
Like an actor, telling lies
I’m freezing
When you try to heat me up
I’m so cold
So Cold
When you touch
When we kiss
Your eyes are
so cold
When we dance
When we love
Your eyes are so cold
When my tearsturn to ice
When You don’t longer react to my cries
When your smile
is a fake
It’s time to brake
I’m freezing
When you try to heat me up
When you touch
When we kiss
Your eyes are
so cold
When we dance
When we love
Your eyes are so cold
(Girgensohn 2019)
.
Princess
Dance with me
Come here and dance with me
Chance with me
I´ll give you anything, everything
I give you all that I have
Love with me
Come and make love to me
Chance with me
I´ll give you anything, everything
I give you all that I have
Princess , I´ll be your princess
Don´t believe in loneliness
I´ll give you the pain
I´ll drive you insane
You could be my king
We could share everything
I´ll spare you no pieces
I give you all my deceases
Don´t be afraid
You don´t know what I´m carrying
Chance with me
I´ll give you anything everything
I give you all that I have
Exchange
Maybe you´ll give me something I don´t have
Come give me anything, everything
Come give me everything you have
Princess , I´ll be your princess
I don´t believe in temperance
I give you no protection
Come on and share my infection
Don´t be superstitious
I´m always generous
You´ll be my case of illness
I´ll give you all my deceases
King
You could be my king
We could share everything
I´ll spare you no pieces
I give you all my deceases
(Girgensohn 2019)
.
Restless
Don’t know if I’m satisfied
I don’t know if I want you back
I can’t feel the love
I can hardly feel the pain
Don’t know if I miss you
or anything at all
Don’t know if I’m longing
Or waiting for your call
Climbing the walls I am restless
Staring at nothing at all
I don’t know
I am so restless
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to love
I don’t know
Restless
Do I prefer the loneliness
Or wish that you were here
I don’t feel anger
I don’t feel fear
Do I miss the magic
Now that you are gone
I don’t feel sorry
I don’t regret what I’ve done
Climbing the walls I am restless
Staring at nothing at all
I don’t know
I am so restless
I don’t know what to do
I don’t know how to love
I don’t know
Restless
(Girgensohn 2019)
Talking to strangers
Nice
I used to be nice
but the lies
turned me to ice
Sad
I used to be sad
is it good
is it bad
All those years
Changes going to changes going to
Kind
I used to be kind
but pain
made me change my mind
Changes
going thorough changes
going through
Strangers
Talking to strangers
True
I used to be true
It is all
because of you
Clean
My conscience was clean
I don’t care
enjoy being mean
All those years
Changes going through changes going through
Changes
going through changes
going through
Strangers
Talking to strangers
(Girgensohn 2018)
.
.
Crazy
I am crazy…
Crazy about you
Haven’t slept for days
Ireally need some rest
The scent is haunting me
The voice inside my head
A message in the dark
The words on the screen
A secret call
A whisper in the night
Your hands on my skin
Left a burning scar
Your face in every crowd
Loosing my mind
Talking silly
Loosing control
Taking chanses
Acting like a fool
Nervous like a schoolgirl
Trying to be cool
Hide my shaking hands
Behind my back
Your lips so close to mine
The heat from your breath
Like I’m falling
Loosing my mind
I am crasy
I am crazy
I am crazy
I am crazy
Crazy about you
(Girgensohn 2018)
.
.
.
Silver pine
Feels like I´ve known you
Forever and ever
You make me happy
You make me smile
Love your playfulness
And your personality
we handle life
Never felt like this before
You’re the air I breathe
You are my wine
my silhouette
You are my silver pine
You are my cigarette
You are forever in my air
You are forever inside me
Feel so lucky lucky lucky
You are one in a million
Forever
I feel so free
You’re the air I breathe
No marguerita without lime
No Friday dinner without wine
You and me a perfect match
You are my lucky Catch
You are the only one for me
You are the sugar in my tea
No smoke without a fire
It’s you that I desire
You are my wine
You’re my silver pine.
(Söderström 2018)
.
You shoud have known better
Somwhere in your dizzy mind
You know that I am right
I’m calling you a coward
I start another fight
you should have known better
Oh, you should have known better
oh, you should have known
Dedicate your soul to me
and you will be allright
Stay the night
You should have stayed with me that night
you should have known better
Stay with me forever
I promise you’ll be fine
Leave your shady shelter
Don’t refuse my wine
you should have known better
oh, you should have known better´
oh, you should have known
Let me be your poison
And you will see me shine
ll: Stay the night
You should have stayed with me that night
you should have known better :ll
You should have known better
you should have known…
(Girgensohn 2017)
.
Inner fire
I’m all alone in the midnight hour and you’re standing there
I’m surrounded by mirrors
And the Music is getting louder
My inner fire is burning of a will
To make you mine and turn you loose
For all time
My blood is burning the air is hot do anything with me
It doesn’t matter what you’ve done Before
My inner fire is burning of a will
To make you mine and turn you loose
For all time
You reached out for me
And I was there
In spite of the fact
That you make me cry
That you make me cry
(Söderström 2017)
Demons of darkness
Being watched by eyes that can’t be seen
The trees are coming closer
Time has stopped to listen
A curtain of darkness is closing me in (I’m)
caught in the silence at the threshold of Hades .//.
And down by river Styx the ferryman is waiting
For my final doom
The wolf packs are howling
The crashing waves glitter in the palid moonlight
Something’s pressing me on towards a dark mausoleum
Dimly lit by lanterns
Ice cold bodies writhing around me,
moaning and groaning in an invisible dance
They screetch and they scratch as they comming after me
Cadavers with holes were eyes and mouth should be
I’m trying to scream but there isn’t a sound
As the icy death devours my soul
I know I’m going to die And I scream to shake the nightmare
But I’ve been caught by the demons of darkness
(Söderström 2017)